the best option we are deprived of

so now that I cannot make any change to my past I need just one thing: a break.

a pause from life.

just for some years.

oh man, what I wouldn't give to die for some years and then come back to life.

how sublime I am

in Quran, Ahzab 72, it's been said that there has been a Trust presented to heavens and earth and mountains which was not accepted by them but by man.

I don't know you believe it or not, but I'm certain that at some point of your life you have felt or you will feel that there's something missing in your journey through your life; even if you have done great jobs, built big things, trodden long roads, borne severe pains or reached deep thoughts, etc.

don't you think that such a feeling may have the slightest relation to the Trust?

however,

if no one except me has had accepted the Trust it makes many things certain, including:

1. the Trust will be delivered. because the God accepted my oath. and no one can fool him.

2. the first requirement is change. as I have changed throughout the development of life and changed it; as my very first deed.

3. and we are able. since the God entrusted us with the task; and he is not silly.

oh man you are really something! wow! but do you know?

boost your connection by your inabilities

in a sentimental relationship, you should never rely only on your strengths.

If you always come off as super independent and unshakably strong, the other person might feel like there’s no place for them in your life; 

like you don’t really need them.

And without that sense of mutual need, things can feel one-sided.

So yeah, even if you’re the type who's got it all together, it’s important to show your softer side;

let them see the parts of you that only they can support.

It's like an irony that sometimes it is your vulnerabilities—not your strengths—that help deepening bonds.

When you let someone in like that, they’re more likely to stand by you no matter what life throws your way.

yeah, they must see 1. you need them 2. you know that too and 3. you appreciate their presence.

Let's Hope

We’ve all heard countless movies, talks, and conversations about never losing hope.

Everywhere you go, you're reminded to hold on to hope.

And eventually, you start believing in it too.

But here’s the thing—how much do we actually know about hope? What does it really mean to have hope? Most of the time, we feel like we must have it, simply because everyone around us says we should.

Sohrab says, "Grownups did Namaz, so we did too." When you reflect on that, it’s a bit terrifying.

It suggests that we don’t always practice things with awareness or wisdom. Instead, we often just imitate what we see or what we’re told.

Hope can be the same. We hear people say, “Have hope,” and we mimic that behavior, without fully understanding what it means.

While we learn a lot about hope throughout our lives, the real question is: How much of it do we truly comprehend, and when?

I just wanted to say that you need to lose hope just to reach the true source of it.

from the beyond

it can be the most sentimental work in classical music world; but only with Ivry Gitlis bow.