even a straw triggers

times like this while wishing for death I refuse to die voicelessly shout some vowels aspiring Frost's "I have miles to go..."

the most wretched of all is that I cannot die now or like this

a tragedy, haunted by barrenness, being crushed between belief, anguish and hope; but fearless

I'm not scared even with remaining no more than a veiled line to heresy 

what to say, knowing you deem fit?

Asato Ma Sadgamaya

I wanna be alone

but why now?!

it's a trap

a cozy one

it's not real!

I shall not be enmeshed.

to be or not to be the pilot - 2

as we talked earlier, here it continues:

dream interpretation is a practice that in some very rare cases it gives vague information about the future.

if we consider it as a valid and proved practice (although I've had several true experiences before):

then it certainly comes to mind that we are probably able to change the future through sleep media!

it can't be a one-way road it must be a two-way connection; this is my claim.

there must be a way, yet unknown so far, to make changes to the future via sleep media

I don't know what kind of changes and how, I just can't accept it to be totally not possible.

the first step might be:

only if we take control of what dreams we're gonna have.

confession of an extremist

-I don't wanna be ahead of others pursuing my goals and dreams

-rather, I wanna be at behind, pushing others towards...

towards what?

-um...!

towards their goals and dreams? 

or

towards the goals and dreams you deem they must go?

wow!

here is the inherent and dangerous problem!

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this is what swirls in an extremist head. 

they help you frankly but not to go in your direction rather to follow their way!