never grown up

one of my latest findings is that I have a tendency not to let my puerile world go away.

this "tendency" I do not know is from a fear or love or belief.

also I cannot see it clearly whether I got caught up in it or I am drawn to it.

do you have such a feeling about your childhood and your childish world?

for example, when I'm walking on a sidewalk I like to skip and I do it but people see it weird, in the best case.

that's not something vital but there is some vital things

for example, I do not want to get married having kids and so on

I see it as a path that starts at the end of my childish path =( which is gonna bind me to live as an old man! and takes my freedom and my emotions.