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یه کره دیگه

یه سیستم زندگی دیگه

یه دنیای دیگه با قواعد خودش

به اندازه 5 دقیقه به اون سیستم زندگی، به اون دنیای دیگه فکر کن

«مشاهده» کن که «وجود» میتونه متفاوت باشه

embrace the unknown

they crave the comfort of certainty.

The Matrix Resurrections 2021

don't miss your chance

I don't wanna read it, if you can't.

I Am Sam 2001.

imperishable

there is only one true way to achieve a cherished place among people and it is to make a person out of yourself whom is cherished in your inside.

.

.

.

... and yet, I pretend.

دوست گلم ^_^

هیچ کس زاغچه‌ای را سر یک مزرعه جدی نگرفت

من تو رو به اندازه خدا جدی گرفتم.

هیچ تقصیر من نبود، 

راه بهشت عقبا از دل جهنم دنیا میگذره،

و این دنیا جاده کمربندی نداره زاغچه دل من ^_^

عاقبت جبرئیل سربه‌هوا

غنیمت فرصت

زمستان خواهد رفت و روسیاهیش به ذغال خواهد ماند.

پنجره‌ای...

مثل آب باش که سینه تو در حسرت عکس یک باغ بسوزد.

دریغ نکن

هدر هم نرو

مصرف شو

نور و درخت

گر «تو» نگیریم دست

کار من از دست شد.

پ.ن:

تو نور، اما من چی؟ آیا اونقدر درخت هستم که حیاتم رو در گرو روی تو ببینم؟

aware of the place you're in

you may say or believe that all the things in the universe are happening by chance.

for example, having a girl or a boy.

they say it is determined by chance.

on some parts of chromosomes cross-over happens, and maybe it is the cause of it.

or the taste of an apple of a tree in a garden in a country in a town or countryside to be something between very sweet and very sour!

extremely chancy, huh?

no one can predict the taste of an apple even with the help of AI or ML or anything else.

it's impossible.

when something is impossible to predict, we have learned to say it happens by chance.

do you accept it?

almost less than 1 in a billion can be predicted therefore shall we say God plays dice in the universe?

regardless of my opinion on this, the thing I like to say is that I do not want to live an accidental life.

I do not want my life to happen; even if every other thing in the universe is accidental.

I can't let go of it. no, never.

because I do not agree with the idea that God plays dice.

rather every thing is on its orbit and has causes on and receives effects from numberless particles.

just be aware of your being.

I love to be arrested

The only place in the world I have ever loved to be is the pro-Palestinian campaigns at universities in the US.

Bring as many policemen as it takes to carry me since I would never back off.

اگه میشد خوب بود

?any other direction

For so long I have been thinking about getting a phd and now that I have applied to some universities I weirdly do not pursue it anymore!

You may not believe that it's been quite a while that I've got answer from UMass Amherst but I haven't checked it yet!!!

Not even checking the answer to my application is what? Weird? Stupid?

Who the heck am I?!

Where am I?

What am I thinking?!

Am I thinking at all?

I don't wanna do a phd anymore, but why? why? After these many years!!!

I just know I must have a problem!

از اولشم من بازنده بودم

همیشه پی بهانه باشید برای بهتر شدن.

هر اتفاقی افتاد خواه خوشایند خواه بدآیند دستاویزی حسابش کنید برای بهتر شدن.