سکوت

میگه: برای من که اهمیت نداره. من اهداف مهمی دارم. 

برام عجیبه که چطور یه نفر میتونه این همه کشته و خسارت رو ببینه و چنین چیزی بگه! 

پرسیدم چطور میتونی این همه تلفات جانی رو ببینی و بگی برام اهمیتی نداره؟

سکوت میکنه.

اون یکی میگه: دبستان رو خودشون زدن! 

میگم: که مثلا بهانه داشته باشه که ما میتونیم حالا تلافی کنیم؟ 

-آیا سیستم در پی دستاویز بود؟ اونم در حالی که بهش تجاوز شده؟!

بعد میگه: خب ببین الان چیزی معلوم نیست ما نمیتونیم به حقیقت پی ببریم!

پرسیدم چطور وقتی میشنوی فلان عدد تعداد کشته‌هاست، شما میگید راسته؟ برای اون آمار نیازی به راستی آزمایی ندارید؟

سکوت میکنه.

یکی دیگه میگه: فلان تیمسار تو صداسیما گفته که پهلوی دستور داده بود تیر جنگی به مردم نزنن. پس قطعا تمام کشته‌های انقلاب دروغه!

گفتم که چی شد که این یکی که صداسیما گفته رو قبول داری بقیش رو میگی دروغه؟ 

میگه چون اون تیمسار مخالفه =)) 

بهش میگم خب  این یعنی من قطبیت دارم. فلذا حرفی رو بدون سند و مدرک باور میکنم و حرفی رو حتی با سند و مدرک هم باشه میگم «نه» مدارک جعلیه.

سکوت میکنه.

و اون یکی پیام داده: خوشحالی؟ (خب دلیل داره این پیامش. چون همیشه دیده بود که من منتقد سرسخت سیستم بودم)

از این پیامش خوشم نیومد. گفتم مگه منو چقدر فرومایه حساب میکنی که از کشته شدن کسی خوشحال بشم هر چند کسی باشه که باهاش مخالفم.
و سکوت میکنه.

به کجا رسیدیم؟ 

a little politics

should their plan encompass such tactics:

they're gonna blow up defense capabilities at south-west of Iran to make it easy for ISIS mercenaries to get inside from Iraq border.

they're gonna do the same at north-east for Taliban, and those many Afghans already "settled" in Khorasan are part of the plan to join their military.

those who have infiltrated the borders to operate the recent uprisings and did a lot of damage, again come forth and commit even worse acts and maybe they are accompanied by a number of people from disgruntled and even gray population and capture some areas such as small towns or even military sites and acquire huge amount of military assets. 

alongside, the deployed US armed forces continue bombing every place they count as military sites relentlessly.

and surely they assassinate officers and even president and other titles in power and a quite number of hardliners but I'm not sure about the supreme leader.

aside from who will succeed in the war and weather the goals will be achieved, two problems should be addressed before pulling the trigger:

1. how to end this war 

2. what will become of Iran in the aftermath 

as soon as they come up with plausible plans meeting these problems they will start the war without hesitation. 

BUT, will they find solutions? that's the key point everything hinges on.

me?

they can pound Iran like Tyson hitting a cat which I do not see enough to achieve their high goals. 

and I like to believe they know that too. 

in case of the first problem, my opinion is that they are not on the driver seat so that whenever or wherever they deem enough they can pull over and end the war therefore ending the war is either in the hands of Iranians or "the limited strike" will turn into a war of attrition and no one knows who's gonna raise their hand and give up.

in case of the second problem which is the hardest part for Americans to solve and is the most important part, I think there are some possibilities. 1. Iran turns into the next Syria which except of Israelis none of neighbors are interested in even the US is not interested in because such a ruined country is detrimental to all. middle east will lose security for years and who knows what might happen to oil industry in the region. 2. the US will succeed precisely in regime change with the least casualties and commit the power to the hand of pro-American parties (I do not know of). 3. Iran rises from its ashes like phoenix. and that's the scariest possibility for Iran's enemies. 

if Americans have the same thoughts on the second problem as I do, they will never ever start war with Iran, BUT do they?

and yet the simplest

It's been said that life is like riding a bike, to keep your balance you must keep moving.

Sometimes you find yourself struggling with moving.

It seems the one bad ass task!

Let me tell you a secret:

The bike moves by itself because it is meant to do biologically.

But the hardest thing ever is to get along with it happily.

online social media

let's go out for a dinner

I think that restaurant is the best 

it serves a wide range of foods to a great number of people everyday 

-alright let's go there

there's a rule here that you can only watch the food 

you cannot eat it, taste it, smell it or even touch it

unresolved concerns - 1

as we get into this world, we start to concern about many things 

some of the concerns that are of low importance will be forgotten 

some of them will be resolved due to any reason (which is off topic)

but some of them though may not be important in nature but are for the person will remain 

I call them unresolved concerns

they encumber the mind  

the more they become the more the mind gets embattled 

they bar you from thinking freely 

they prevent you from enjoying your fun times 

in one word: they haunt you in every moment of your life though you may not be aware of that!

TBC...

awake to sleep - 1

what kind of a person are you in your dreams?

more specifically, how do you confront your fears in your dreams? do you confront them at all?

I don't know you but I bet you are more fearless in your dreams than in reality. 

have you ever seen some frightening thing in your dream but you didn't flee? 

rather you went forward and approached it,

a thing that you would flee from in reality.

have you ever thought about that?

I know there must have been many times you leapt from sleep due to some scary dreams =))

but there must have been some occasions when you did not back off, haven't been?

even a straw triggers

times like this while wishing for death I refuse to die voicelessly shout some vowels aspiring Frost's "I have miles to go..."

the most wretched of all is that I cannot die now or like this

a tragedy, haunted by barrenness, being crushed between belief, anguish and hope; but fearless

I'm not scared even with remaining no more than a veiled line to heresy 

what to say, knowing you deem fit?

Asato Ma Sadgamaya

I wanna be alone

but why now?!

it's a trap

a cozy one

it's not real!

I shall not be enmeshed.

to be or not to be the pilot - 2

as we talked earlier, here it continues:

dream interpretation is a practice that in some very rare cases it gives vague information about the future.

if we consider it as a valid and proved practice (although I've had several true experiences before):

then it certainly comes to mind that we are probably able to change the future through sleep media!

it can't be a one-way road it must be a two-way connection; this is my claim.

there must be a way, yet unknown so far, to make changes to the future via sleep media

I don't know what kind of changes and how, I just can't accept it to be totally not possible.

the first step might be:

only if we take control of what dreams we're gonna have.

confession of an extremist

-I don't wanna be ahead of others pursuing my goals and dreams

-rather, I wanna be at behind, pushing others towards...

towards what?

-um...!

towards their goals and dreams? 

or

towards the goals and dreams you deem they must go?

wow!

here is the inherent and dangerous problem!

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this is what swirls in an extremist head. 

they help you frankly but not to go in your direction rather to follow their way!

شخص ثالث

احساس، احساس وظیفه رو درک نمیکنه، ولی عقل میکنه.

عجیبه! عقل باید احساس کنه!

یا چیز دیگس که احساس وظیفه رو درک میکنه؟

the little big me or the big little me

how large are you as a being?

what's your capacity?

how much can your inside, say your heart, brain, soul, whatever you say, take in?

me?

well,

they say, our inside is infinite; I think so, sometimes.

-when things get lost on my eyes.

others say, it is finite;  ironically, I see it too, sometimes.

-when the beauty of a flower drips down my eyes.

how about you? 

have you ever found anything that can fill your heart or satisfy your ambitions? even a wish?

have you ever felt the beauty of a tiny flower expanding your capacity while gazing at it?

if you've had none, try to have both. it is worth your time and effort. 

common wistful self-reproach

what a beautiful day it is... if only I had eyes on things like this sooner...