robbed of peace

no wonder if your tresses turn to the health bandit

for if you were the brigand, hundreds of caravans could be raided

I liked that ^_^

do you know you [don't] love your mate? hum

once I asked my married friends about their lives.

they said they're happy and would be happier if they had better incomes.

I asked them about their wives, there was a consensus that they're in a great relationship and they loved their spouses.

then I asked the tricky, hypothetical question:

if you come back to the time when you're not married yet, would you still marry the same person you have married?

there was the second consensus: we would choose a different path of life and hence we might have different wives!

my thought?

obviously they did not love their wives also it was not the life they had in mind before getting married. and when they said they loved their wives, they just felt it's incumbent upon them to be in love with their mates. and I think they, just like other people, mistook love for responsibility.

moreover, they were not able to see that they did not love their mates which is not a big deal, but their inability to see and admit it, can turn into a real situation.

to be or not to be the pilot - 1

Are we the ones who steer the boat as we sail down the river of dreams?

or we're just passengers on that boat?

I'm wondering if there is any way that we can take control of our dreams.

surely there must a way, because sometimes we dream about things that we have extreme feelings for them.

in those cases, we are, to some extent, in control of our dreams! although unconsciously.

we have feelings for something and then we dream about it, right?

I like to have the ability to choose whether tonight I would be the captain or just a passenger ^_^

what if it had not happened? hum

A gleaner forever wandered past my way, and beside me, the cluster of secret slipped through his hand.

nothing is accidental. 

the so-called "accident" needs be taken seriously! 

we certainly do not know their cause or goal but we had better consider the likely consequences of them in either way; whether they would happen or wouldn't.

not a to and fro

humanity is moving backward, I'm afraid, inching inhumanity forward.

?was it real

to me it seems that the US has done it in collusion with Iran.

lets give it some perspective:

America sends a message to Iran that Israel will not back off this war until they are sure that your nuclear sites are all destroyed.

so, let us Americans come and drop some bombs on your nuclear sites after you have evacuated them just to make Israelis happy because we have promised them that we will help.

then, in retaliation we let you fire a few missiles to one of our military sites but after you have noticed us so that we do not suffer any life harm.

after this, Israelis will become satisfied with having done the mission of destroying your nuclear facilities which makes us able to force them for a dirty ceasefire.

this is just a conjecture but it can be proved true if Iran does not pound the US bases anymore and no one of American troops dies as well as the Iran-Israel war ends very soon.

how's that? huh?

we'll see...

who is the last of us

some argue that Ellie is the last of us or Joel is or even symbolically the relationship of Joel and Ellie is.

they say Ellie is the last hope to make a cure or Joel is the last kind of people who emphasizes on love etc.

but in my view, which I guess no one likes it, Abby is the last of us actually the last of fireflies who have been trying to find a cure

her father were the last person who could make a cure by performing surgery on Ellie's brain but now he is dead so she is what left of him

she is the last among her friends who were all killed

she might be the last of WLF soldiers who were fighting the Scars in a non-ending war so we can assume all of them would die

she killed Joel the protagonist of the first part and spared Ellie and Dina and shot to kill Tommy but it was not his time and finally she survived every challenge and danger in the most mysterious ways

she represents both the failure and future of humanity, failure because of all the losses she suffers and future because she is the only person who could become the one able to make a cure

Abby is the only person who has the background and the purpose to become a surgeon like her father and become the only hope for humanity to make a cure

yeah, in my view Abby is the last of us, the last surgeon firefly who could make a cure

the best option we are deprived of

so now that I cannot make any change to my past I need just one thing: a break.

a pause from life.

just for some years.

oh man, what I wouldn't give to die for some years and then come back to life.

how sublime I am

in Quran, Ahzab 72, it's been said that there has been a Trust presented to heavens and earth and mountains which was not accepted by them but by man.

I don't know you believe it or not, but I'm certain that at some point of your life you have felt or you will feel that there's something missing in your journey through your life; even if you have done great jobs, built big things, trodden long roads, borne severe pains or reached deep thoughts, etc.

don't you think that such a feeling may have the slightest relation to the Trust?

however,

if no one except me has had accepted the Trust it makes many things certain, including:

1. the Trust will be delivered. because the God accepted my oath. and no one can fool him.

2. the first requirement is change. as I have changed throughout the development of life and changed it; as my very first deed.

3. and we are able. since the God entrusted us with the task; and he is not silly.

oh man you are really something! wow! but do you know?

boost your connection by your inabilities

in a sentimental relationship, you should never rely only on your strengths.

If you always come off as super independent and unshakably strong, the other person might feel like there’s no place for them in your life; 

like you don’t really need them.

And without that sense of mutual need, things can feel one-sided.

So yeah, even if you’re the type who's got it all together, it’s important to show your softer side;

let them see the parts of you that only they can support.

It's like an irony that sometimes it is your vulnerabilities—not your strengths—that help deepening bonds.

When you let someone in like that, they’re more likely to stand by you no matter what life throws your way.

yeah, they must see 1. you need them 2. you know that too and 3. you appreciate their presence.

Let's Hope

We’ve all heard countless movies, talks, and conversations about never losing hope.

Everywhere you go, you're reminded to hold on to hope.

And eventually, you start believing in it too.

But here’s the thing—how much do we actually know about hope? What does it really mean to have hope? Most of the time, we feel like we must have it, simply because everyone around us says we should.

Sohrab says, "Grownups did Namaz, so we did too." When you reflect on that, it’s a bit terrifying.

It suggests that we don’t always practice things with awareness or wisdom. Instead, we often just imitate what we see or what we’re told.

Hope can be the same. We hear people say, “Have hope,” and we mimic that behavior, without fully understanding what it means.

While we learn a lot about hope throughout our lives, the real question is: How much of it do we truly comprehend, and when?

I just wanted to say that you need to lose hope just to reach the true source of it.

from the beyond

it can be the most sentimental work in classical music world; but only with Ivry Gitlis bow.

religious hammer and inflation rate

The lack of governance expertise among our country's leaders has left us, the people, grappling with problems that are both predictable and solvable.
One such issue is job satisfaction. It’s a delicate and easily exploitable matter, often pushing dissatisfied individuals toward unethical actions. For instance, an employee unhappy with their job might accept bribes, steal, or underperform in their work.
On the other hand, a business owner facing job dissatisfaction behaves differently. Feeling undercompensated, they might lower service quality or raise prices to make up for the perceived shortfall.

Among the many factors affecting our economy, job dissatisfaction plays a notable role in driving inflation. It’s evident that no one expresses satisfaction with their work—complaints about insufficient rewards for their efforts are widespread and relentless.

In such conditions, leaders ought to prioritize the ethical aspects of their people’s well-being to tackle job dissatisfaction effectively. However, they have failed in this regard. Instead, they are relying solely on one simplistic tool: religion.
As the saying goes, "When the only tool you have is a hammer, every problem looks like a nail." Despite this, we continue to let them double down on wielding the "religious hammer" to address every issue.